I think that this blog becomes more of what I want it to be every time I change it. Of course, I haven't posted in a while, and well... I haven't been together in a while either. after looking at how the blog has changed, it occurs to me that the blog comes together in the same order at the same time that I do.
And I guess it's time for me to grow up now, and in consequence I assume the blog will do the same. Since I haven't been posting a lot, I only have around 500 people looking at this blog, and I'm sure they wont mind if I change it, again. You see, I'm going to use this blog as something of an online diary. To detail the path I take as I hit the road running with my music, my best friend and boyfriend runs away from home and disapproving parents, I start working as a street performer and forcefully become more then I have been.
I see that since my life continually forces me to grow up faster then nature intended I am cursed or blessed with being a young girl with very adult problems and situations on my plate. (I'm not complaining, my life is interesting at the very least.) When you put those two things together, you end up with a person with the hardships of people much older then themselves, with the ideas and personal judgment and morals of the child they are.
That sounds pretty bad when you first think about it, then you start to realize all the good things about this: I'm still young enough and stupid enough to believe in things like nice people, good intentions, true love.. I still have hope for the world. The kind of hope you loose when you have to go through hard things, but I still have that mindless, less then innocent mentality of the child I am, and I intend to use it to it's full power.
Because, maybe that's what the world wants. Maybe the world wants someone going through the same crap things as them with a little more optimism then should be put into the situation.
So from here on out: This blog just became a story of hope and love, in the everyday the-world-sucks life.
